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Six Degrees of Inner Turbulence
Author: Robert Webster

Hey, and welcome to my lyrical analysis of Six Degrees. Psychology's a fascinating subject for me, always has been, so combine it with Dream Theater (a band I'm totally obsessed with), and you've [well, I've] got a winning combination. So not only do I hope you will enjoy reading through this, but I know I'm going to enjoy writing it.

Just for the record, I tend to refer to people by their degree numbers (allocated in order of appearance).
ATC/R: Degree One
WIMH: Degree Two
TTTSTA: Degree Three
GK: Degree Four
SS: Degree Five
LT: Degree Six

I. Overture

Instrumental. That means no lyrics, dummy. :P

II. About To Crash

She can't stop pacing
She never felt so alive
Her thoughts are racing
Set on overdrive

It takes a village
This she knows is true
they're expecting her
And she's got work to do


Sets the scene. Lively, powerful tune to it. This girl is the first of the Six Degrees, who suffers from bipolar disorder. Probably Bipolar II (which consists of one or more major depressive episodes, and at least one hypomanic episode). This section would be referring to one of the hypomanic episodes, particularly the increase in attaining goals. However, there is also an allusion to the symptom of endulging in things which if done right will be extremely pleasurable, but if not could be catastrophic - "it takes a village, this she knows is true," etc.

He helplessly stands by
It's meaningless to try
As he rubs his red-rimmed eyes
He says I've never seen her get this bad

Even though she seems so high
He knows that she can't fly
and when she falls out of the sky
He'll be standing by


Someone (her father, perhaps?) had identified that she is Bipolar, and knows that after this burst... a sharp fall (the crash) is inevitable. Note also that if left untreated, Bipolarity becomes more and more dire... hence "I've never seen her get this bad." Also, as a side-note, the red-rimmed eyes may be referring to how he's only just woken up, and people with the disorder tend not to sleep much more than 3 hours during the hypomania.

She was raised in a small midwestern town
By a charming and eccentric loving father
She was praised as the perfect teenage girl
And everyone thought highly of her

And she tried everyday
With endless drive
To make the grade
Then one day
She woke up to find
The perfect girl
Had lost her mind


Aaaand she's gone. Major Depressive ahoy!

Once barely taking a break
Now she sleeps the days away


Reference to sleep patterns again. Some cases of the Major Depression will result in extreme insomnia, whereas some will have the opposite; hypersomnia. Evidently, this is the hypersomnia. Quite the contrast from three-hours-sleep per day. :P

She helplessly stands by
It's meaningless to try
All she wants to do is cry
No one ever knew she was so sad

Cause even though she gets so high
And thinks that she can fly
She will fall out of the sky


Whoo for contrasts. This has descended straight down from super-attentive to unenthusiastic about everything; finding pleasure in nothing, considering pretty much everything worthless, meaningless to try. "No one ever knew she was so sad" is an extremely illustrative line; it demonstrates how it seemed as though it just burst out when she went manic-depressive.

But in the face of misery
She found hopefulness
Feeling better
She had weathered
This depression


A sudden end...

Much to her advantage
She resumed her frantic pace
Boundless power
Midnight hour
She enjoyed the race


...and the cycle begins again. Hypomania once again takes its toll; and the risky-pleasure demonstrates again - "She enjoyed the race" being an apt clue. The two more cryptic lines in here are quite easily interprettable when you take a closer look. "Boundless power" demonstrates the willingness to do anything and everything, and I would assume "Midnight hour" to be referring to her sleep patterns once more.

III. War Inside My Head

Napalm showers
Showed the cowards
We weren't there to mess around

Through heat exhaustion
And mind distortion
A military victory mounted on innocent ground


Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder, or PTSD, appears to be what Degree 2 is suffering from. This is classically observed in Vietnam-war veterans, and acted like a time bomb; not striking until usually three months after the event, often more. I'd assume this to be a flashback, or just setting the scene - displaying there was indeed a flashback.

Hearing voices from miles away
Saying things never said
Seeing shadows in the light of the day
Waging a war inside my head


[bias] most infectious chorus ever.[/bias] Now, "hearing voices from miles away" refers to the flashbacks - obviously he's back from Vietnam right now (at least, I'm assuming it to be Vietnam this particular person was fighting in), and is getting flashbacks of commands etc. "Saying things never said..." I cannot quite put my finger on the exact meaning of it, but I'm going to imagine that the ex-soldier is finding himself responding to these flashbacks, and making comments irrelevant to whatever was going on around him at the time. "Seeing shadows in the light of the day" would be again flashbacks, though these ones may well be slightly more obscure; the word "shadow" tends to imply something a little more abstract. "Waging a war inside my head" is of course saying that he's under the impression he's still there.

Years and years of
Bloodshed and warfare
Our mission was only to get in and kill

A free vacation
Of palmtrees and shrapnel
Trading innocence for permanent psychotic hell


He hated Vietnam (it does have palm trees, right?), and now it's twisting at his mind to the degree that it feels uncurable. He feels wounded and disgraced. Maybe.

Hearing voices from miles away
Saying things never said
Seeing shadows in the light of the day
Waging a war inside my head

Feeling strangers staring my way
Reading minds never read
Tasting danger with each word I say
Waging a war inside my--


First part is the first chorus again. "Feeling strangers staring my way" could have two significances. Either, degree two has done something particularly odd and people are wondering what the hell is wrong with him, or it could be referring to the avoidance that comes along with PTSD: these people could be family and friends trying to help, but he's severing ties with them, pretending not to know them. "Reading minds never read" is a particularly odd line, which I can't be 100% certain of the meaning of. I would infer it to be possibly referring to the fact that it feels like himself-war is taking dominance, and it just feels like reading someone else's mind when he's actually himself-present. "Tasting danger with each word I say" is again saying he's feeling like he's still there; scared that something might happen. At the edge of his seat.

IV. The Test That Stumped Them All

Standing in the darkness
Waiting for the light
The smell of pure adrenaline
Burning in the night

Random blinding flashes
Aiming at the stage
Intro tape begins to roll
Igniting sonic rage


I dislike the lyrics to this part. They seem to be less deep than the rest of the song. I may be completely wrong here, but it seems like degree three had some minor problem, and testing has made it worse. Of course, "The Test That Stumped Them All" as a title seems to imply that it's something unknown to medical science. I'd not be surprised were it some form of nervous breakdown.

Regardless... on with the show. Degree three appears to be someone who thinks he's a musician... the first four lines are the build up to the "show." "Standing in the darkness" hints that there are lights to come on (for a performance, perhaps?) "Random blinding flashes" means that when the lights come on, everything seems disorientating, mad, almost surreal. Use of the word "stage" again demonstrates it's likely that there's a performance, and "sonic rage" brings together that it's obviously not a subtle problem, and sonic implies that the person is indeed a musician -- or, that he thinks he is.

Still they keep me between these hollow walls
Hoping to find in me
The answers to the test that stumped them all

"The boy is simply crazy
Suffering from delusions
We honestly think that maybe
He might need an institution

He lives in a world of fiction
And really could use some help
We have just the place to fix him
To save him from himself"


Bah, I'm going to do all this in a huge chunk; as I said, I really cannot sink my teeth very far into this song, and this all seems to address induction to a hospital.

Curled up in the darkness
Searching for the light
The smell of stale sweat and shit
Streaming through the night

Random urine testing
Pills red, pink and blue
Counseling and therapy
Providing not a clue


Nice emotive cursing. It seems to be illustrating that he's being kept somewhere he hates to no avail whatsoever. Firing an infinity of tests at him, and completely missing the mark.

Still they keep me between these hollow walls
Hoping to find in me
The answers to the test that stumped them all

"We can't seem to find the answers
He seemed such a clear cut case
We cannot just let him leave here
And put all this work to waste

Why don't we try shock treatment
It really might do some help
We have just the tools to fix him
To save him from himself"


These so-called experts who were so confident in their convictions are beginning to realise that it's not what they originally thought. "Why don't we try shock treatment" is using very dark humour by which to show how rigorous and painful some of these methods are, especially seeing as they don't know what the hell it is. Think of it as the medical equivalent of stabbing a knife in multiple directions in a crowded room in a blackout, in hope of repelling a burglar, and you begin to get an impression of how bad this place is for the protagonist. Swiftly moving on...

V. Goodnight Kiss

Goodnight kiss in your nightgown
Lavender in your bed
So innocent as you lie down
Sweet dreams that run through your head


This song doesn't let on as much through the start. "You" refers to the daughter of Degree Four, who has been separated from her child in some way, and now she is missing her quite a lot. Possibly suffering from separation anxiety?

Are you lonely without Mommy's love?
I want you to know I'd die for that moment
You're just a poor girl
Afraid of this cruel world
Taken away from it all


Four's daughter has evidently been taken in for some form of treatment, hence lines four and five of this stanza. Possibly the psychological conditions have been passed down the family? The mother is concerned about the daughter's wellbeing ("are you lonely without mummy's love?"), and generally wants her back.

It's been 5 years to the day and
My tainted blood's still the same
I can't help acting this way and
Those bastard doctors are gonna pay


This could be interpretted in numerous different ways. The mother may have been taken into the hospital as an inpatient (which would fit for all lines, except that the baby wouldn't be "taken away from it all" in that case), or possibly the baby has been taken away by social security because the mother isn't a very good parent ("I can't help acting this way"), but then "Those bastard doctors" don't fit in. There are plenty more, but I like the first one best, as it fits more snugly.

I'm so lonely without baby's love
I want you to know I'd die for one more moment
I'm just a poor girl
Afraid of this cruel world
Taken away from it all


She feels no more secure than she'd imagine the baby to feel. She needs the baby, she thinks the baby needs her, and she's had her taken away. Of course, from here, we get a number of samples before it progresses. The frequent bleep of one of one of those heart-monitor-thingies (that's the technical term) can be heard, as well as a baby's crying. Perhaps the baby has died yet the mother just has separation anxiety, though that does not fit in very well with "It's been five years...can't help acting this way." But of course, this is a lyrical analysis, not a sample analysis, but nonetheless it's a thinking point.

VI. Solitary Shell

He seemed no different from the rest
Just a healthy normal boy
His mama always did her best
And he was daddy's pride and joy


Degree Five is autistic, to the best of my knowledge. This starts out a little like the stanza beginning "She was raised in a small midwestern town..." in About To Crash, demonstrating how normal the character started off.

He learned to walk and talk on time
But never cared much to be held
and steadily he would decline
Into his solitary shell


And here it becomes significantly less ATC-esque. As opposed to the sudden changes, we get the symptoms slowly and gradually erupting. Use of the word "steadily" reinforces this, and the use of "never cared much to be held" is symptomatic of the withdrawal from social contact characteristic of the autistic (yay, that rhymed).

As a boy he was considered somewhat odd
Kept to himself most of the time
He would daydream in and out of his own world
but in every other way he was fine


Again, the autistic disconnection with others is further clarified - "kept to himself most of the time." Those with autism don't tend to talk much. Those with autism don't tend to be too connected to the outside world and what's happening, either, hence comes the "he would daydream..." line.

He's a Monday morning lunatic
Disturbed from time to time
Lost within himself
In his solitary shell


This demonstrates the infrequency of the... odd outbursts. It's not often really noticable in a particularly dramatic way, hence "Monday morning lunatic, disturbed from time to time." "Lost within himself in his solitary shell" is a general state of being; the way that he's so reclusive, hence the "shell" analogy. Interestingly enough, psychcentral.com uses the word shell to describe the way in which the autistic react to other people; a funny coincidence.

A temporary catatonic
Madman on occasion
When will he break out
Of his solitary shell


I believe that this second section may refer to the occasional slightly vicious outbursts if something does not go to his way. The webster.com definition of catatonic seems to fit the general symptoms of autism quite nicely. "...characterized especially by a marked psychomotor disturbance that may involve stupor or mutism, negativism, rigidity, purposeless excitement, and inappropriate or bizarre posturing."

He struggled to get through his day
He was helplessly behind
He poured himself onto the page
Writing for hours at a time


Autistics have a tendancy not to be able to get on as well with work as most people; in spite of their affinity for order. Of course, this also displays the autistic adamance - once they start doing something they will concentrate rigidly, occasionally stirring up a tantrum if disrupted.

As a man he was a danger to himself
Fearful and sad most of the time
He was drifting in and out of sanity
But in every other way he was fine


"Fearful and sad" don't seem to fit all too well, but the "danger to himself" bit ties in with the trait some autistic people have of inflicting damage upon theirselves without even seemingly noticing.

He's a Monday morning lunatic
Disturbed from time to time
Lost within himself
In his solitary shell


See the first time I addressed this bit.

A momentary maniac
With casual delusions
When will he be let out
Of his solitary shell


This again demonstrates infrequency and how indetectable it can be, "casual" demonstrates how it's "on the side," so to speak.

VII. About To Crash (Reprise)

I'm alive again
The darkness far behind me
I'm invincible
Despair will never find me


And we return to Degree One's bipolarity; this time from her own perspective. We can only assume this is picking up straight from where we left off. This time we have a slightly different approach, enabling us to explore her feelings. So, as we start off, she's back into her hypomanic tendencies. She feels as though she's never going to be brought down again.

I feel strong
I've got a new sense of elation
Boundless energy
Euphoria fixation


She feels happy, she feels strong, nothing can take her down - possibly another reference to feeling indestructible enough to get through anything with a high risk involved. Still nothing can stop her.

Still it's hard to just get by
It seems so meaningless to try
When all I want to do is cry
Who would ever know I felt so sad


This brings a little more... depth to it. Hints at possibly knowing she's going to fall again, perhaps she's aware that the hypomania is just a masquerade? She feels herself "crashing," to stick to the song.

Even though I get so high
I know that I will never fly
And when I fall out of the sky
Who'll be standing by

Will you be standing by?


Possibly she's been getting help, her bipolarity is starting to disappear. The fact that she's conscious of both states being active and possible scenarios show that she's conscious of it (and "He says I've never seen her get this bad" displays that his father also is conscious of it, and so there would be possibility of championing the disorder, doubtless), and perhaps it's working. Desire for someone to "stand by," help her up so to speak, and that in spite of the elation she's becoming conscious she can indeed fall, she's not as invulnerable as she once was. A nice way to end it, and so as the story of the first degree ends, we come onto the final one...

VIII. Losing Time

Note: I always like to consider Losing Time and Grand Finale separate. It seems that Mike Portnoy wasn't all too clear in his conviction in segmenting it totally. :P

She dresses in black everyday
She keeps her hair simple and plain
She never wears makeup
But no one would care if she did anyway


So here we have the Sixth Degree of Inner Turbulence. I really hate the way that her track is paired with Grand Finale, it makes her feel like an afterthought, when this should be such a beautiful song. Anyways, evidently she's not out to impress. Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID) (previously known as Multiple Personality Disorder (MPD)) is a disorder which involves multiple dominant identities, of which don't associate with each other; imagine two people sharing a body. As such, Degree Six evidently doesn't get to know people all too well, because half the time she's someone else.

She doesn't recall yesterday
Faces seem twisted and strange
But she always wakes up
Only to find she'd been miles away


Again, she's not been able to keep track of everything she's done - she can travel for miles without even knowing about it, she misses days on end, and generally finds life impossible to keep track of.

Absence of awareness
Losing time
A lapse of perception
Losing time


"Losing time" is a wonderful way of putting it... not only has she been doing things she doesn't even recall, but she only gets half her life to live; the rest of the time she doesn't recall it.

Wanting to escape
She had created a way to survive
She learned to detach from herself
A behavior that kept her alive


This seems that through desparation, she's only dissociated from herself all the more. Possibly through daydreaming, she's found a way to ease the pain... if nothing matters much to begin with, the lapses are nothing worth worrying about. A problem untreated will only get worse, so to speak. And so we move onto...

IX. Grand Finale

Hope in the face of our human distress
Helps us to understand the turbulence deep inside
That takes hold of our lives
Shame and disgrace over mental unrest
Keeps us from saving those we love
The grace within our hearts
And the sorrow in our souls


This pretty much sums up to "Understanding the mentally different will make us more aware, and more eager to help out. Accepting them is key." Then we come onto a brief summary of everything, bringing it together...

Deception of fame
The Test That Stumped Them All

Vengeance of war
War Inside My Head

Lives torn apart
Goodnight Kiss

Losing oneself
Losing Time

Spiraling down
About To Crash/Reprise

Feeling the walls closing in
Solitary shell

A journey to find
The answers inside
Our illusive mind


GONG!

Links and References

http://www.dreamtheater.net - Dream Theater's official site.
http://www.metal-archives.com - Very useful metal encyclopaedia; also, it meant that I didn't have to get out the lyric book and type the lyrics out myself. Much appreciated.
http://www.psychcentral.com - Contains lots of summaries of mental problems, extremely helpful for analyses of About To Crash and Solitary Shell.
http://www.psych.org - Lots of information on PTSD, used primarily in War Inside My Head analysis.
http://www.sidran.org - Contains information in abundance on DID.

MoZ
Dang! What an epic!

I agree with you for the most part, except in "Goodnight Kiss," I think that the baby really dies (what the hell's the laughter in the middle of that sample?)

Well, anyway, good job Webster!

Acharjay
Very thorough, fantastic job.

Only thing is that Goodnight Kiss is still a little iffy. There is no baby crying during the solo (listen to it carefully with headphones). The sounds are:
• The maniacal laugh of a madman.
• The 'heart-monitor-thingy'. ;)
• Various hospital-type sounds (doctors, clicking).
• Degree Four screaming.
• Degree Four sobbing/crying.

Due to the maniacal laugh, I believe that paranoia plays a part in her disorder. She thinks the 'bastard doctors' are evil and want only to harm her and her child.

Christopher Wall
It seems to me that, once you get beyond The Test That Stumped Them All, you seem to go off the proper lyrical path. Goodnight Kiss seems to imply the depression that comes with losing a child, possibly during birth. Or, even, an abortion, which would explain the line "Those bastard doctors are gonna pay." Furthermore, the laughing in the sample could be the main character demonizing the doctors who were on-call/performed the abortion.
Solitary Shell seems to me to indicate someone who is an avoidant. He practices escapism by "daydream[ing] in and out of his own world," and, later, by "[pouring] himself into the page." Classic case of an avoidant (and a writer). Part of me agrees with your interpretation of the reprise of About to Crash, except I believe that it is the one who was watching her in the intial song (I believe a husband/lover, not a father). I think that the watcher projected himself onto her, which is why he had "red rimmed eyes." Losing time... I'm not quite sure that this refers to a dinstinct mental illness, but, then again, neither did The Test That Stumped Them All. This song reminds me of a girl I know who is extremely self-depricating. The girl in the song seems to believe that no one cares about her. She's drifting through life, unaware; uncaring. She, like the one in Solitary Shell, practices escapism by being in her own world, "miles away." She daydreams to avoid the feeling that no one gives a damn, not to avoid her loss of time. I feel that DID has no relation to this song whatsoever. Your attempt to match line with song worked rather nicely, under either interpretation, however I am not quite sure about two or three of them.

Just my two cents....
Your's,
Christopher Wall

Matt
I think "Goodnight Kiss," using the mother-child example may be more a reference to Postpartom Depression or Muchausen by Proxy Syndrom.

Andrew Albert
In "Goodnight Kiss", my friend and I have had many debates over the content of this song. We, or at least I think, that there is a father involved, and it is told through the eyes of the father. He is clearly reminiscing about the old days, where the "mommy" tucked the daughter in, hence the sample of a female giving a goodnight kiss to a child at the stat of the song. Apparently, the mother has been institutionalized. This would fit lines 1-4, and is strengthened by line 5 where he asks if the daughter misses her mommy, and that the daughter is "taken away from it all" (possibly, taken away from her mommy's love??!) Furthermore, the father would "die for that moment" of the family's reunion.

(this is where our debates start to get shaky)In the second stanza (lines 10-14), the father simply talks about how it's been 5 years, and the "bastard doctors are gonna pay," simply implying that he hates the doctors for taking away his wife. However, the "tainted blood," is a little tricky, possibly implying his undying love for his wife, and that he cant stop acting angry and frustrated over her absence.

Aaaaand this is where the debate is crushed. Obviously, this is just an opinion, so....take it or leave it. It may be interpreted that there's a split perception in the last chorus, the father haveing the first two lines (i'm so lonely/ I'd die for one more moment), and the daughter has the rest of the lines where she says that she's just a poor girl/ yadda yadda yadda.

.:just my thoughts:.

Oh, and the samples during the solo, I interpret as being the wife/mother in the mental hospital where she is being sedated (screaming her lungs out/heartrate moniter), the crazy laughing being the voices in her head (?), and the crying as the aftermath (her sitting in a room, crying and thikng about the previous events).

.:DT RULES:.

R Webster
Yeah, I've just bought the live DVD for live at budokan (impulse buy), and I noticed by watching the screen that as a breath mask went on, the crying sample played - the baby was indeed being operated on in the hospital, so I'd assume that it died. You're probably correct on that one.

daniel
hey there thorough analysis..quite impressed by it as a whole..gonna comment on WIMH here..i think PTSD is not the only illness here..there are very strong pairs of contrasts or contrasting images in this song/movement that i think u have not brought up or focused on enough.."Saying things never said/
Seeing shadows in the light of the day" and "A free vacation
Of palmtrees and shrapnel/
Trading innocence for permanent psychotic hell"..basically it's ambivalence that's tormenting him in my opinion..either primarily or secondarily..I think the person in WIMH was at some point in time, or maybe still, very much attracted by the idea of war..the first stanza seems to be an affirmation of his enthusiasm for war..his gung ho-ness, if you will.."Showed the cowards/
We weren't there to mess around"..the title "Waging a WIMH" would also support this idea of tortuous ambivalence..what else gives me this idea that he could be in love with war, so to speak? This line "Tasting danger with each word I say" says a lot..I think you've left out an important aspect of a typical war veteran (I say typical because it narrows the discussion..you can argue that this dude ain't typical that's fine with me)..the recounting of war stories..I do believe he is recounting, or has recounted, stories of his time in the war, and rather vividly, hence they can actually taste the danger..now the real war in his head would be his (failed) attempts to reconciliate the horrors of war with the apparent success of his side, and the glories that accompany it..I think you're right to say also that WIMH means he thinks he's still there..I go one step further and say that he in a way or some point in time has enjoyed his time there..the "innocence" he traded away would be as I mentioned earlier, his enthusiasm..which quickly waned to be replaced by the psychotic hell..I think this theme was reflected in one of W. Owen's poems too.."Dulce et decorum est pro patria mori"..if I'm not wrong..as for the line "Saying things never said" I'm gonna hazard an idea here..there's a French saying esprit le'escalier (excuse my French)..or wit of the stairway..which refers to what you wished you had said at a particular instant after it has passed..hindsight..i think it refers to the more glorious or macho things he felt he should have said then, as he recounts the times of war..oh and the "Reading minds never read" bit? I think it could refer to psychological torture by the enemy..trying to extract the info from an enemy's head..he is in turn doing that to the people who have never been to war though on a less hostile basis..just trying to see what they are thinking..their minds have never been read..so anyway I know there is no such symptom as "ambivalence" in psychology journals is there? I've got a year more before i study it..but just look at Sylvia Plath..sometimes ambivalence is more than enough to drive someone cuckoo if you get what I mean..thanks a bunch to anyone following this..I accept all comments and criticism..it's a free world anyway haha..

R Webster
Whoa; I noticed the contrasts, but I never thought to couple them with the expecting something completely different to what he got -- which I really should kick myself for, as I studied that poem you mentioned once.

It makes a lot of sense. Especially with the line "Free vacation of palm trees and shrapnel," as though he weren't expecting anything all too bad, and then got bombardment. There is definitely a sort of theme of being okay before the war, but changed as a result. Perhaps trauma is another subject that it's touching on?

Very astute observation. Nice work.

R Webster
Oh, for the record, my comment earlier today was addressed to Daniel, and my comment of Feb 13th was addressed to MoZ.

Yeah, I'm very shaky on the Goodnight Kiss lyrics, to all who commented on it. Interesting thoughts from everyone. GK's rather ambiguous, I think it will be quite difficult to discover what it's about for certain without asking one of the Dream Theater members.

To Chris Wall:
The criticism's appreciated, you've obviously thought quite perceptively as well. =D I like your idea about ATC Reprise and the tie-in with the red-rimmed eyes, (a little ambiguous, but it's great to see people thinking outside the box,) but the Losing Time comments intrigued me the most.

It's quite possible that these people aren't just suffering from one thing; I think GK could easily be a mix of paranoia, and separation anxiety/depression, and the same could easily apply to Losing Time. I'll have to look into it and see if there's any medical reason for such unenthusiasm in life - perhaps it's depression again? Of course, I retain that DID would probably have some correlation with it, seeing as unless there's something about blackouts in whatever she might have, "absence of awareness" doesn't really tie in.

[chux]
Ive read up to Goodnight Kiss and had a few alternate theories myself :P
Reading through the replies, most of them have been said (baby dying during childbirth) but there is still one...

Ok, stemming mainly from the "tainted blood's still the same" line, what if the mother was on drugs?
Here's a semi-analysis:

"Goodnight kiss in your nightgown
Lavender in your bed
So innocent as you lie down
Sweet dreams that run through your head"


Right, Im going to presume this is all set in the hospital. The (bastard) doctors have seen that she's on something and seen her bloodwork, whatever. The baby is fine, just sleeping as babies do.
The innocence of the baby might be in relation to the mother, but then probably not :P

"Are you lonely without Mommy's love?
I want you to know I'd die for that moment
You're just a poor girl
Afraid of this cruel world
Taken away from it all"


It states that the baby is now without mommy's love, so I guess the social services (or whoever) have taken the baby from her.
"Taken away from it all" makes me think the baby died, but I'll get to that later, for now I'll say that it was taken away from all the craziness that the mother was going through.
Maybe being afraid of the cruel world means the baby would cry a lot when it was around the mother, or just the fact that newborns cry! Either way...

"It's been 5 years to the day and
My tainted blood's still the same
I can't help acting this way and
Those bastard doctors are gonna pay"


5 years to the day...since the baby was taken.
Tainted blood being the same means that she's still on her drug of choice. Shes probably doing it more now because of the baby being taken...probably. 'Cant help acting this way', Im not sure about. Maybe it seems natural to her to deal with problems with a bit of the white stuff. Who knows?
It would have been the bastard doctors who alerted the authorities about her, so its them who are to blame. Simple enough.

"I'm so lonely without baby's love
I want you to know I'd die for one more moment
I'm just a poor girl
Afraid of this cruel world
Taken away from it all"


Now the mother is referring to herself in the same way she talked about the baby. She's lonely without the baby and now feels that she's only a kid herself.
She's afraid of the cruel world that has taken the one good thing in her life from her and has been 'taken away from it all' to rehab.

The other theory is that the 'taken away from it all' lines are talking about death. The baby had died due to some medical thing because of the mother's addiction (you can work that out for yourself, Im no doctor :P) and in the end the mother had killed herself because of the depression.

R Webster
Whoa, that's a pretty novel perspective. I like it. And, to add a little of how I could see the lines working...

I can't help acting this way could be referring to being helpless, and that she can't help but succumb to her addiction.

The second Taken away from it all could be alluding to the totally distorted world she lives in - either caused by trips and what have you on drugs, or by throwing herself into such a bad way that she's not got anything left. Both of which must be pretty detaching.

Chris
Saying things never said

Not hard to figure out. Same as hearing voices. When you hear voices in your head, you hear things that were never said.

R Webster
Chris: Wouldn't that line be "hearing things never said," in that case? Trust me, the idea of it being maybe something like that entered my head... I just dismissed it. =P

Umm
"Well, if you put the whole thing together, that would make a bit more sense. "Hearing voices from miles away (that are) saying things never said"

[chux]
Me again, just re-read the 'Losing Time' analysis and you (R Webster) came up with something completely different to what I thought!
I'll try to keep this one short...

She dresses in black everyday
She keeps her hair simple and plain
She never wears makeup
But no one would care if she did anyway

Im not sure about DID/MPD, but dressing in black, to me, sounds like mourning. I figure she's lost someone who means a lot to her and her turbulence is the depression and/or feeling of loss.
Dressing in black is a major sign of mourning, with not paying any attention to her hair or makeup being her thinking "Why bother? No-one would care anyway".

She doesn't recall yesterday
Faces seem twisted and strange
But she always wakes up
Only to find she'd been miles away

Lost in thoughts? I guess you'd have to be there to know exactly what happens, and luckily I havent. My guess is that she's lost touch with the real world, not doing a whole lot and therefore not remembering much either. Just thinking of the person she'd lost.
Being "miles away" is often used to describe daydreaming, so it would make sense.

Absence of awareness
Losing time
A lapse of perception
Losing time

All three (four) of these lines could be describing a trace-like state of daydreaming, right? I think so anyway...

Wanting to escape
She had created a way to survive
She learned to detach from herself
A behavior that kept her alive

Suicidally depressed, she'd focused one the one thing that took away her pain. Not thinking about the person she lost, and I guess it doesnt even have to be that, just not thinking about *something* was driving her to taking her life, so she stopped trying. Detatching from herself and almost living these memories, thoughts and daydreams has become her life.

Im not sure if thats an actual condition, probably not, but from the lines it sounds possible.
Oh, and Webster, those extra lines are really good. Im glad you liked mine enough to come up with them.

RonT
I think The Test That Stumped Them All is bigger than you think dear Webster... My proper image of it is this one....

Standing in the darkness
Waiting for the light
The smell of pure adrenaline
Burning in the night

Random blinding flashes
Aiming at the stage
Intro tape begins to roll
Igniting sonic rage


There we are in Degree 3's head... He sees himself in a show playing some music (Well, waiting the beginning of the show) He's a real Rock Star and blablabla...

Still they keep me between these hollow walls
Hoping to find in me
The answers to the test that stumped them all


3 still don't know about is condition... Like a child who doesn't understand something... A bit innocent....

"The boy is simply crazy
Suffering from delusions
We honestly think that maybe
He might need an institution

He lives in a world of fiction
And really could use some help
We have just the place to fix him
To save him from himself"


For those who know a bit of the drama.. This is a bit like the old plays like Comedia Dell'Arte where the authors didn't stop to ridiculise the doctors... We see professionals trying to help someone who is mentally sick but are not sure how...

Curled up in the darkness
Searching for the light
The smell of stale sweat and shit
Streaming through the night

Random urine testing
Pills red, pink and blue
Counseling and therapy
Providing not a clue


Here is 3 realising and coming back into is real life... As you see the two versus are paradoxal (Sorry I'm a French guy and I'm not sur if this is the right translation for the French word Paradox) Well anyway there's only few words that change to show us the link between the real World and 3's World...

Still they keep me between these hollow walls
Hoping to find in me
The answers to the test that stumped them all


Same....

"We can't seem to find the answers
He seemed such a clear cut case
We cannot just let him leave here
And put all this work to waste

Why don't we try shock treatment
It really might do some help
We have just the tools to fix him
To save him from himself"


Know the "Doctors" know that they probably can't do a think for 3... So they're gonna try thinks...

Well that's how I see it... For the rest I'm impress how you could find all those meanings! Great Job Man!

assumptions
If you listen to "Goodnight Kiss", you will probably notice the solo.
a part of it, at [3:42-4:42] actually fits the singing in "losing time/grand Finale"


"Hope in the face of our human distress
Helps us to understand the turbulence deep inside
That takes hold of our lives
Shame and disgrace over mental unrest
Keeps us from saving those we love
The grace within our hearts
And the sorrow in our souls"

In addition,

about to crash [4:49-5:33]

in this part [4:49-5:33] the solo fits
the losing time...
read the lyrics while listening to "ABOUT TO CRASH"

"Wanting to escape
She had created a way to survive
She learned to detach from herself
A behavior that kept her alive"

so the girl ATC who (Maybe) suffers from bipolar disorder and the mother+baby/mother+baby+father in "Goodnight Kiss"
are all maybe in a a way related to degree six...

Another assumption..just something that i've noticed...

degree 1 and degree 5 are told as children while the others are not..
1-teenage girl
5-just a healthy normal boy...
{it's clear that they are not grown ups yet in some in a certain point in time while others are...}

and degree 2+4 can be interpreted as grown ups
2-If he is having a PTSD, he must have been through some war as a fighter which means he can't be a child at this point of time...
4- a mother is not a child, but because of the other people involed or not in this song, as they are involved withing her soul
the song is not clear to me just as her soul or mental state isn't.

now...
we have degree 3 and degree 6 left.
degree 6 suffers (maybe) from DID that means
I would count her as 3...[not as degree 3 but as half of her soul, as was alreay told here before, she only lives half of her life]

I know it may seem meaningless
but

1+5=6
2+4=6
3+6/2=6

just assumptions
i guess it doesn't mean a lot but i think there has to be some
conection between all of them.
maybe a family or somthing..

Nathan (a new comer who happened to read this theo
Okay it is time for my theory to finally arise. Mr. Webster I really like your explaination of your idea of what SDOIT was supposed to be about but ponder on this:

My theory:

SDOIT is actually (from what I know) a story that is out of order. The first five songs of the album aren't part of the story however. I believe that from my current study, this is how the order of SDOIT goes:

1. About To Crash- Like normally the story starts here. You may be right about what is wrong with her but then again, with more info on GK and LT your knowledge may prove false. Sorry.

2. Goodnight Kiss- Either this is first or second, but either way this has to be about the same girl, who somehow had a miscarriage and developed a disease of some sort.

3. Solitary Shell- Now we skip over to the boy of the story, he too has some disease (though I doubt its being autistic) He has a problem in his head (i.e. "solitary shell";) which now leads us to his problem in.....

4. War Inside My Head- From what my friend Tracy told me, this is about the boy's problem or in other words, what is going on inside his head (solitary shell).

5. About To Crash (reprise)- Mr. Webster here is proof in this song that I might be right in some ways on my theory. This song, yes, goes into first person with the girl. The line at the end: "will you be standing by?" is refering to the boy. Same with the first ATC, "he" is the boy. They obiviously became friends in the between time of the songs.

6. Losing Time/Grand Finale- Heres where I need help, I know that the girl is somehow losing time here, but why, We (me and my friend Tracy once again) think its the girl's diesease.

I just want you to know I am only a thirt-teen year old kid. I have been listening to DT for 3 years now and SDOIT is currently my favortie album by DT. I'd love to hear what you think about my comment so I'll check back soon. Thank you.

Palomino
To Andrew Albert:
You said that the sobbing sample was an aftermath of the screaming one, but I'm pretty sure that the sobbing comes BEFORE the screaming, and honestly the time between them and the context with which it is connotated make it improbable to be aflashback, so maybe this sobbing has to do with some kind of strong emotion, like preparing for intense pain. GK is very ambiguous, as Mr. Webster said, since I originally thought the woman died of childbirth; I still consider that, though vaguely.
Also, concerning WIMH, one's fear for war and one's addiction to war seem to be two entirely different themes, which can be thought of as either one or the other. The one about trauma is more obvious initially, in part because it was mentioned before, but then I read daniel's comment about ambivalence in the song, and I thought, what if both diseases are concerned? What if the guy's afraid to his curious addiction to war??? Maybe it's just my mind running, but maybe... I loved your analysis, Webster, but maybe you should consider it.

GHOSTRIDER
Good Analysis. As an MD trained in Psychiatry, I have seen numerous patients with all these disorders except D.I.D., and these songs are excellent representations. However, most of us in Modern Psychiatry agree that D.I.D. RARELY, if ever, exists. Degree Six most likely suffers from BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER, a very common psychiatric disorder in women. Severe forms of this type of personality disorder show symptoms of "Dissociative fugues" as discussed in the lyrics, and will isolate from and manipulate loved ones to the point of detachment--essentially a coping behavior. This disorder is most common in victims of sexual abuse.

Especially given the musical correlation to the lryics, DT has once again created a concept album that is as accurate and well-researched. I would assume that the writer's family or even themselves has suffered from some major mental illness, probably bipolar disorder.

Ravi
What a great song, and what a great set of interpretations too........ I often quote some of these lyrics during presentations and seminars (especially "About To Crash" for juvenile bipolar disorder, but that's besides the point. Anyway, I agree with most of what has gone before, but being a tedious sort of bloke, I'll also proffer my own point of view:

1. Overture

Classic introductory device that anyone familiar with musicals (Broadway or movie) will instantly recognize. I've often seen it described as overblown, but I disagree - this is how an Overture is meant to sound.

2. About To Crash - Bipolar Disorder

I'll have to agree with Webster on this one, but I'd also like to praise the lyricist (Petrucci) for his indepth knowledge of the subject, including the following nuances:
"her thoughts are racing" - you can't describe flight of ideas, a classical manic symptom, any better than this.
"sleeps the days away" - Webster correctly pointed out that depression can present either with insomnia or hypersomnia, but a further subtle point is that BIPOLAR depression often has "atypical" features - hypersomnia, hyperphagia (overeating), mood reactivity and interpersonal rejection sensitivity
"the perfect teenage girl.......make the grade" - it is increasingly becoming recognized that many people with bipolar disorder, even before they develop episodes of mania or depression per se, have either a "cyclothymic" temperament (frequent mood swings" or a "hyperthymic" temperament (cheerful, extroverted, high-achieving, energetic, "the life and soul of the party";) which seems to be the case with the protagonist.
It is possible to tie this to "Goodnight Kiss", as I'll explain below, but it's controversial.

3. War Inside My Head - Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

The previous comments have summed this one up admirably - I have nothing to add. "Hearing voices...." probably refers to PTSD flashbacks (hallucination-like experiences, or dreams, reliving the traumatic experiences or scenes), while "feeling strangers....reading minds" refers to the hypervigilance that is a hallmark of the disorder.

4. The Test That Stumped Them All - Schizophrenia (probably paranoid)

I know this interpretation will be disputed, but this song reminds me a lot of adolescent and young adult patients with schizophrenia that I have worked with. Though the song doesn't depict the "classical" symptoms of that illness (cf. Voices), it does depict grandiose delusions, suspiciousness and hostility, and a lack of judgement and insight, which are all common features of paranoid schizophrenia. The contrast between the heavy-metal verses and chorus and the interposed "The boy is just simply crazy" (in a different voice) represent the points of view of the patient (whose experiences, such as that of being a rock star, are extremely real to him - he can't figure out why he's being treated like a 'lunatic') and the treating team, who are finding him a "difficult case to handle" - young-onset schizophrenia in men being a rather refractory form of the illness. The sense of self-importance ("the test that stumped them all";) and of being something or someone special are also common in the acute stages of the illness.

5. Goodnight Kiss - Post-partum Psychosis

The story of this song is told in chronological order, the first scene being 5 years in the past, and the second being in the "present". I would agree with those who said that the song is being sung by a mother, but I differ on the rest.

Post-partum psychosis is an umbrella term used to cover severe ("psychotic";) psychiatric illnesses that occur in the post-natal period. These are usually variations of bipolar disorder (are we seeing the protagonist of "About To Crash" grown up?) or depression. Post-partum psychotic episodes are characterized by prominent mood symptoms (mania, depression or both), delusions and hallucinations commonly centering around the baby, varying with mood (I have been told, in complete seriousness, by a woman with postpartum mania, that her infant was the "real" Jesus and that the Virgin Mary was a fraud), perplexity, and a high risk of infanticide which may be as high as 4%. These attempts usually occur in response to delusions (that the child is deformed, or Satan, for example), commanding hallucinations, or severe depression (leading to the feeling that the baby is "better off dead" or that killing it would be an act of mercy - something referred to as "extended suicide";).

In the light of this, I read this song as describing a mother with postpartum psychosis (probably depressive, if you tie what I just said in with "you're just a poor girl.........taken away from it all";) who has killed her baby 5 years ago. She probably did not receive adequate medical attention, which is regrettably common in postpartum psychosis and can lead to infanticide (cf. Andrea Yates - an extreme example of "extended suicide";), and now, 5 years later, she still blames the "bastard doctors" (ouch, that hits home..) for not doing what they could have. "My tainted blood........can't help acting that way" refers, of course, to the fact that both psychotic depression and bipolar disorder are biologically determined illnesses (over which one has little control), but may also refer to her legal status - there is a lot of controversy over whether the "insanity defence" holds in cases of infanticide subsequent on post-partum psychosis (I personally feel it should, but I don't write the laws in any country..) The last section (the crying, screaming, etc.) may be a re-enactment - or the woman's re-living - of the actual killing. This may further tie in with "Losing Time", which I'll come to presently.

6. Solitary Shell - Schizotypal Personality Disorder (formerly "pseudoneurotic schizophrenia";)

I have one major objection to the "autistic" theory here - autistic children do not "learn to talk on time", though children with Rett's syndrome or Heller's syndrome may do so up to a certain age. Asperger's syndrome is a more likely guess, but that still doesn't explain "Monday morning lunatic", "casual delusions", "temporary catatonic" or "sad and fearful most of the time" (though people with Asperger's are at risk for depression).

However, the "best fit" is with schizotypal personality disorder, a schizophrenia-like illness - it has unequivocal biological and genetic ties to schizophrenia. The symptoms of SPD include:

* social anxiety, which is not associated with a fear of negative evaluation (as opposed to social phobia or avoidant personality, which someone mentioned above)
* social withdrawal ("solitary shell" sums it up nicely)
* odd beliefs and ideas, not delusional, but out of keeping with cultural norms
* odd, stilted, or overly formal speech
* "psychotic" symptoms in attenuated form, such as fleeting hallucinations or ideas of reference
* oddities of dress or behaviour
* transient episodes of psychotic behaviour ("quasi-psychotic" episodes) which may include fleeting delusions and hallucinations (or catatonic behaviour, though this is not mentioned explicitly in the criteria)

Depression and self-harm ("a danger to himself - sad and fearful all the time) are also common in patients with SPD. Of note is that some people suffer from a combination of features of SPD and borderline personality disorder, referred to above, which was described in 1949 as "pseudo-neurotic schizophrenia". SPD is not a "dramatic" psychiatric illness, but is difficult to recognize and treat.

7. About To Crash [Reprise] - Bipolar disorder

No comment, but the song does poignantly bring out the interpersonal strains and stresses that come with being bipolar, or with living with someone that has the illness ("will you be standing by?";)

8. Losing Time - Dissociative Disorder

I'm sorry I can't be more specific here. I wonder whether this song ties in with "Goodnight Kiss" (as the first verse seems to describe protracted grief) but the "losing time", "faces seem strange", etc. clearly refer to experiences such as dissociative fugue and dissociative amnesia (or the much-debated "dissociative identity disorder" - kudos to the guy above for pointing out that the concept is largely discredited among many psychiatrists, and serves merely to fuel serial killer movies and bad Sidney Sheldon novels. I heartily agree.) I'm not so sure about borderline personality here ("transient, stress-related, severe dissociative symptoms" is one of the criteria, but the core of BPD is affective instablity, instability of self-aims, self-image and relationships and impulsivity) but I'll reserve judgement.

As for "Grand Finale", I couldn't helped by being moved by "shame....and disgrace over mental unrest / keeps us from saving those we love". How true, Mr. Petrucci, and how many times have I seen that happen...

Ivan CM
About "TTTSTA":

I've been giving it a thought for quite a while now and I've come to the conclusion that TTTSTA deals with the same kind of rock-star portraied in Pink Floyd's "The Wall" (which is a major reference for DT). Anyway, here's how I read this song:

<i>
Standing in the darkness
Waiting for the light
The smell of pure adrenaline
Running in the night
Random lightning flashes
Aiming at the stage
Intro tape begins to roll
Igniting sonic rage

Still they keep me between these hollow walls
Hoping to find in me
The answers to the test that stumped them all
</i>

The first verses are as comented by many of you, that is, establishing the character portraied. But the chorus, in this case, is metaphorical. The rock-star (or the movie-star or any other media idol/icon) is trapped withing the "cage" of fame he constructed for himself. So no matter how hard or how good he performs, he is still an "animal inside the cage", shown for public excitement. After all the time he's been doing it, he has lost touch with his art and doesn't really know what the public expects from him.

<i>
The boy is just simply crazy
suffering from delusions
We honestly think that maybe
He might need an institution
He lives in a world of fiction
And really could use some help
We have just the place to fix him
Save him from himself
</i>

From this we learn Degree 3 has had a nervous breakdown (possibly enhanced by use of drugs and what not) and needs to be commited to a hospital/institution. The doctor and nurse are talking to the producers/managers of our rock-star's career, insisting that he needs help. The doctor's ignorance is confirmed by the fact that the nurse keeps complementing his sentences.

<i>
Curled up in the darkness
Searching for the light
The smell of stale sweat and shit
Steaming in the night
Random urine testing
Pills red, pink and blue
Counseling and therapy
Providing not a clue

Still they keep me between these hollow walls
Hoping to find in me the answers
To the test that stumped them all
</i>

Here, degree 3 is coming back to reality after som,e time in abstinence of narcotics, a comeback that is all the more brutal due to the different treatments he's been under. He realizes he is caged (although he doesn't really know why) and doesn't know what the doctor's expect from him, much like in the metaphoric first chorus.

<i>
We can't seem to find the answers
He seemed such a cleared cut case
We cannot just let him leave here
And put all this work to waste
Why don't we try shock treatment
That really might do some help
We have just the tools to fix him
Save him from himself
</i>

Here, the doctor's ignornce is made even more obvious (as if necessary) and they decide to try some hardcore treatment.

*****
Just my two penny contribution to this tread, which has already surprised me with many a good analysis.

alex
That whole war inside my head thing kidna bugs me ^^

the second chorus:

Hearing voices from miles away
Saying things never said
Seeing shadows in the light of the day
Waging a war inside my head

Feeling strangers staring my way
Reading minds never read
Tasting danger with each word I say
Waging a war inside my--

I would interpret or see this in the following way:
A vet just simply walks down the street, and keeps rememberin his war years.
He seems to hear voices from that time, he imagines himself answerin those voices.
He answers in real time, but thinks he is answering in the wartime.
Hence, he is speaking to himself => strangers staring his way, because he just acts crazy, talks to himself etc.

Seeing shadows in the light of the day - he walks down a street and still sees everythin from the war time.
Tastin danger with each word I say - that supports it even more - he keeps thinking about these things all the time - EACH word.

Also, the test that stumped them all:
I think its really easilly compared to Ken Kesey's "One flew over the cuckoo's nest".

I'm not sure about the first part, but that line "Intro tape starts to roll, igniting sonic rage" - in that mental institution, they used to have a classical record play all day, that was supposed to "calm the patients down".
It got them mad => igniting sonic rage.

Then the rest: the person is clearly put in a mental institution, but he doesnt want to be there, he doesnt belong there.
The whole thing of the doctors trying to cure him - he isnt even sick and they try to cure him of a disease that doesnt exist.
Random urine testing, pills red pink and blue - all that never helps anybody.

They keep trying to find something to keep him in the institution, they dont want to let him go, and so they try shock treatment - here again reference to cuckoo's nest, because there they also used shock treatment on a man who was just screaming for his cigarettes.

And in the end its like that:
A more or less normal person (average a**hole on the street) is brought to a mental institution for whatever reasons, is kept there, and is driven mad.
He doesnt arrive mad, he becomes mad in that institution.
He tries to fight, and gets the shock treatment.

Wombo
Well, this may seem completely irrelevant, but maybe it is just an out of order story, telling the story of the girl growing up in ATC and her son. This could work:
I. Overture
Just an instrumental
II. About to crash
So, our protagonist is borna and is probably suffering from bipolar, as was stated in the original post. The man is probably a father.
III. About to crash (reprise)
if the story truly does start where the first left off, putting the reprise here would be fine. The lady is saying now that her problem doesn\'t seem to plague her too much now, and that with hope she can become a normal person, so she tries...
IV. Goodnight Kiss
I think the baby is the boy in the solitary shell. The first verse/chorous is referring to the memories with the baby boy, and if this theory is true, the doctors could refer the doctors who reported her to the social services, who ordered the baby live with someone else, perhaps the father. Drugs could have played a part in it, hence the tainted blood, and the last few lines could be referring to her original condition taking her over once more. I don\'t think she dies, however just a complete disconnection from society, The Wall-esque kind of thing.
V. Solitary Shell
Well, our boy is older now, and maybe his condition is strewn from the fact that her mother may have been on drugs, and maybe a condition or two was passed on from the parents and grandparents. I\'m not a doctor, so I\'m not sure if thats possible, but it seems so. The lines \'his mama always did his best/daddys pride and joy\' would also fit, since his mom did do the best she could (while intoxicated) and the social services moved him with his father, so that makes sense. As the song progresses, his condition seems to be worsening, which leads us to...
VI. War inside my head
OK, parts 6 and 7 are interchangable, but since men enlist in the army in their early 20s, i put it in slot 6 this time. He obviously joined the army, then was having flashbacks, and hearing voices and such would seem a logical advancement from his condition as a child. Alot has been already said about this song, so I\'ll just move on.
VII. The Test That Stumped Them All
Well, I wouldnt expect our boy to be much older, and now he is accomplishing his dreams, and he was a writer as a child, so singer/songwriter would be a logical career choice. The condition from the previous song was probably still ailing him, which is what the doctors were trying to figure out, as it was said before it was not an exact mental disorder. I would imagine that from the finishing stanza, that the boy dies, and since a group of random citizens seems to be discussing the matter, it was big news, so the mother wouldve found out.
VIII. Losing Time/Grand Finale
Well, because of her conditions in the first few parts, and her addiction to drugs, a disconnection with the earth, and now losing her son, she is pretty depressed. Developing another disease now would make sense, as now she wouldnt really care what happens to her, so getting DID would make sense. Now, with her not remembering half the days of her life, she really is losing time, as she probably never had an enjoyable time in her entire life. The last stanza in losing time could be referring to her just giving up, as things never worked out good for her before, so why should they now? then grand finale, then GONG!

I dont think that story was implied, but its interesting how the songs fit together rather seamlessly like that. And if you listen to the songs in that order, they also fit together pretty well
peace

Rose
All your analyses are very interesting to read. While I was able to figure out some of the songs myself, I must say that many of your explanations shed a whole new light on songs I have been listening to for two years. I was never very good with words, let alone understanding the meaning of song lyrics, but the lyrics of the album Six Degrees of Inner Turbulence have been very special to me. And from my own experience with severe depression, I can very easily associate my darkest period to the lyrics of Losing Time (btw, I was able to completely overcome my depression). It might not fit the image therapists have, but this is how I have always felt about this song (which is way to short in my opinion^^).

She dresses in black everyday
She keeps her hair simple and plain
She never wears makeup
But no one would care if she did anyway

Being depressed, I didn't care too much about how I looked. I preferred dark clothes and usually wore black. I thought any other color could never fit/express the way I was feeling inside. I would never try something special with my hair or wear makeup, because I felt it was a complete waste of effort. Why would I want to look beautiful? I certainly didn't feel beautiful. Besides, who would even care if I did pay attention to how I looked? I didn't want anybody to notice me, and I didn't want to impress anyone. I wanted to stay in the dark, and avoid as much social contact as possible. Of course, this only made me feel more that no one cared about me. And I kept telling myself that no one cared and no one could help me.

She doesn't recall yesterday
Faces seem twisted and strange
But she always wakes up
Only to find she'd been miles away

A depressed person experiences time in a very different way from non-depressed persons. Time seems endless and at the same time it seems as if there is no past (and certainly no future). There only is an endless now in which you are obliged to live. The thing I wanted most in that period was to dream. To dream of fantasy worlds for hours and hours, ignoring reality. Every day seemed like the last and sometimes I couldn't recall what had happened the day before. I was too preoccupied with my dream worlds. I would just sit staring and keep imagining life, all the while ignoring my real life, because I thought it was not worth it. Real life had nothing to offer to me. But every time I woke up from dreaming, I was confronted with reality and very disappointed. I really lived in two different worlds at that time, yet at the same time it seemed that I didn't live at all. For the phrase 'faces seem twisted and strange', I always associated it with people in the real world. Because I saw life completely different from them (friends, family, just other people) and because I was convinced that this vision of reality was the true one for me, I put on a mask very often when talking to people. I felt I was an actor who had to fake being genuinely happy, because other people would never understand my reality. They had the 'strange' faces of innocents, of people that didn't know that living really was a waste of effort. How could they be happy? I wanted to be one of them, but I knew their lives and my life were big lies.

Absence of awareness
Losing time
A lapse of perception
Losing time

Seen this way, 'losing time' meant to me both life as a waste of effort and time and the fear of becoming old and having no past to look back to, or not having experienced true happiness. I thought time was moving far too slowly, because life had no meaning, and at the same time moving too fast, as every day blurred into the other and my awareness of time was very lapsed.

Wanting to escape
She had created a way to survive
She learned to detach from herself
A behavior that kept her alive

This 'way to survive' to me was escaping in my dreams to fantasy worlds to give my life meaning. To not have to face reality which was of no use or meaning. In the real world 'escaping' was putting on this mask and playing my part in the big joke called life, because I felt no one could ever understand me. To me then, the only other solution was ending my life.

So that is how I felt when I listened to this song, during the time I was in a severe depression. I found much relief in the music of Dream Theater, and I really want to thank them for writing this beautiful music and these meaningful texts, where so many people can relate to so personally. Although I am now completely recovered from my depression, I still love the album Six Degrees of Inner Turbulence. It helps me to not forget the personal hell I went through. It also helps me to keep my eyes open for people with mental problems, to try to help them and to not think bad of them when they tell me their thoughts, but to respect the way they see life and to offer my new view of life when asked.

Lou
I'm bipolar and I've listened to About to Crash and knew that it was about being bipolar before I read your analysis.

From my experience with this illness you nailed it.

Mike Courts
another afterthought about goodnight kiss - this song always struck me (as it did many other people above) as being about a mother whose baby has died. the first verse

Goodnight kiss in your nightgown
Lavender in your bed
So innocent as you lie down
Sweet dreams that run through your head

and partially the second verse i always considered her fantasising or dreaming of what it would be like should she and her baby have had a happy, normal life. of the love she wants to give her baby, but cant.

i also dont think the samples/sounds at the beginning were in the hospital, mostly because the baby says 'goodnight mamma', which, unless the baby was in hospital for some time, long enough to learn to talk, would not have happened. i think theyre inside her head, in a way, dreaming of the life she and her baby should have.

The 'bastard doctors' line i took to mean her blaming the doctors for her babies death.

the line 'i want you to know id die for that moment' suggested the babies death also to me, because it suggests shes never even been with her baby.

'taken away from it all' also gave me the impression the baby died. 'it all' is a very broad term, easily interpretted as life or the world.

theres one or two lines that dont fit perfectly with this, i realise. for example, what i said about the 'die for that moment' line doesnt work with the line later on in the song 'die for one more moment'. but this is as close as i came to understanding the song

Cam
i think that the test may refer to the hysterics treated by freud in the early 1900's. this was a time when talk therapy had not yet been invented and, in a great many cases, testing did worsen a patients condition. Also, the fact that the doctors and nurses dont understand the condition also lends itself to the fact that hysteria (now classified as a somatoform disorder...i cant remember the exact name) was never understood by medical science at the time and was often mis-diagnosed and mis-treated. Finally, the first verse outlining the poor conditions (still they keep me between these hollow walls/stale sweat and shit steaming through the night) may refer to the fact that during the era in question, the vast majority of mental patients we kept in very poorly funded state institutions where contions were very very poor for patients (making recovery near impossible).

Samuel Rosado
Hey! great job!! but in goodnight kiss there are subliminal clues at the begining of th song when the mother is depressed and imagenes or dreams the baby and how would it be to have the baby there. then \"those baster doctors are gonna pay\" it\'s telling that the doctors couldn\'t save the baby and she has a hate to doctors.

The baby died at birth, the \"laughs\" you hear in the guitar solo is the mother imagening the doctors who did this to her baby on purpouse. The mother is in pain you can hear the screaming she faints and \"dreams of voices\" then while she screms you can hear her crying.

I think that she can never have a baby again, because she wounded the womb.

Samuel Rosado
Hey! great job!! but in goodnight kiss there are subliminal clues at the begining of th song when the mother is depressed and imagenes or dreams the baby and how would it be to have the baby there. then \"those baster doctors are gonna pay\" it\'s telling that the doctors couldn\'t save the baby and she has a hate to doctors.

The baby died at birth, the \"laughs\" you hear in the guitar solo is the mother imagening the doctors who did this to her baby on purpouse. The mother is in pain you can hear the screaming she faints and \"dreams of voices\" then while she screms you can hear her crying.

I think that she can never have a baby again, because she wounded the womb.

Ryan Keys
In referance to Solitary Shell, where you said

\" \"Fearful and sad\" don\'t seem to fit all too well\"

Well this could mean that it\'s not JUST about Autisim but also Asperger\'s Syndrome. Having Asperger\'s Syndrome I at least get very worried and upset about saying the wrong thing or doing the wrong thing or hurting myself or others by accident.

Also, great write up on Six Degrees. Best expansive peice by far.

Simon
I would also like to express my surprise at the depth of Petrucci\'s understanding of bipolar disorder. Granted, he could have had help from an expert in the field, but in any case i was able to get a feel of the girl\'s condition very quickly.

the other degrees are analysed carefully and methodically, and i can see the entire song in a different way now. I had not previously considered rearranging the degrees. You guys and girls are great keep it up.

and finally, it was drawn upon above somewhere the massive influence pink floyd have had on dream theater - the bluesy guitar riff at the begining of teh GK solo is dave gilmour style so perfectly i sat and rewound teh CD the first time i heard it, i was that shocked. That riff is one gilmour has used many times. teh whole solo section of GK reminds me very much of pink floyd. there are other nuances there, i will pick them out later.

The_Great_Susage
Hey guys! I thought of something. It might be really stupid, but i'd like to know what other people think.
This concerns the "Universal themes" in the album, Like the connecting themes in overture between the different song themes, losing time, the theme before the guitar solo in goodnight kiss, you know, I think most of em are at Cm scale.
Anyway, these themes really sound to me like Christmas themes (esipicially the one in 4:25 in Overture). I'm not christian, so I can't really know, but I'm telling this based on what I know about christmas tunes. One of the ideas that SDOIT try to convey are the ignorance and apathy that society has for mentally illed people. I would imagine SDOIT tells the story of 6 individuals in a christmas eve (kindda like "Magnolia";), and while they suffer, the masses go shopping and wishing each other a "Merry Christmas!" and kids unwrap their presents etc etc.
What do you guys/gals think?

The_Great_Susage
Oh, and btw, Webster, I think ATC reprise is actually a depiction of degree 1's illness getting WORSE. The main reason i'm saying this is because the song becomes completely crazy after the lyrics. There are constant and sharp shifts between musical themes there, and even the sympathetic major scales are accompanied by heavy guitar riffing, which really makes a pretty surreal scene. the rhythm is agressive and the mood is out of control. Maybe the lyrics somehow say that her condition is getting better, but the music screams in protest. At least that's how I understand it.

David Bronke
Amazing job with the analyses here! I\'ve always enjoyed SDOIT, and I\'ve known a good number of people with psychological disorders, and psychology has been a sort of hobby for me for years. The one comment I have is on Goodnight Kiss, the lines:

[quote]It\'s been 5 years to the day and
My tainted blood\'s still the same
I can\'t help acting this way and
Those bastard doctors are gonna pay[/quote]

Originally, I took \"My tainted blood\" to signal alcoholism, not drug use, for the simple fact that the most common test for alcohol measures the blood alcohol level, and so alcohol already has an association with blood for many people.

InnocuousFox
The Test that Stumped Them All is about schizophrenia.

The Ytse Jam
Your interpretations of War Inside My Head, The Test that Stumped Them All and Goodnight Kiss are WAY off. Everything else is pretty good.

Tankian
the test that stumped them all was a no brainer to me, people are taking it waaaaayyyy too literaly. I think degree 3 is suffering from schizophrenia. The line "he lives in a world of fiction" seems an obvious reference to his condition. there is no cure for schizophrenia hence the song title. the line about pills refers to treatments they tried on him which never worked, and they even reccomend shock treatment, an old "cure" doctors used to try

Peter
Random blinding flashes
Aiming at the stage

That could be camera blitz, right?:P

Those bastard doctors are gonna pay

The mother might be angry at them because they failed to save the baby\'s life.

Roy
On War Inside My Head -
"Feeling people staring my way" - I think it simply means that the guy is getting paranoid.
and "Reading minds never read" - Sometimes people in a psychotic situation or whatever think they can read other people's minds.

Marc
I think it should be noted (if not already) that in the \"Grand Finale\", the lyrics that \"sum\" up the piece explain the 3 Degrees that Mike wrote lyrics to first, then the 3 that John wrote lyrics to:

Deception of fame (The Test That Stumped Them All)
Vengeance of war (War Inside My Head)
Lives torn apart (Goodnight Kiss)
Losing oneself (Losing Time)
Spiraling down (About To Crash/Reprise)
Feeling the walls closing in (Solitary shell)

I\'m not sure if this was planned, but it\'s a fittng coincidence.

-M.

Robert
Interesting way of putting it all... I have to say I disagree with some points, but you have opened my mind completely to others.

For Goodnight Kiss, from what I have heard, the song is about a woman who is becoming insane over the fact that the baby she gave birth to died soon after concieving. The evil laughing is from the doctor who apparently 'killed' the baby, showing that she thinks it is the doctors fault. "Those bastard doctors are gunna pay."

Losing Time I saw as someone different. Not a life split in 2, but a life that restarts every day... kinda like the girl of 50 first dates. It's a girl/woman who wakes up everymorning, and doesn't remeber the day before, possibly wearing the same clothes, "Dresses in black everyday," can't recall the day before, "Doesn't recall yesterday," doesn't remeber new friends, "Faces seem twisted and strange," and every time she wakes up, since she may be traveling or just moving along, "Only to find she's been miles away." This also implies the absence of awareness because she has no idea every morning what is happening. Do alittle research, maybe.

Matthew
For Goodnight kiss, I think the mother died.
She was taken into the hospital for one reason or another and needed a Blood transfusion. The father gave the blood, but her body rejected it and she died.
Thats why the father is angry at the basterd doctors and at his tainted blood. Then Five years later when the baby had grown up, he wondered if she was happy without her mother, or if she had been taken away from the chance to lead a normal life.
The last part is the mother wishing she was still alive to be with her duaghter.

Ron Marlboro Wisky
I also find strange that Losing Time and Grand Finale are togheter into the same track when it seems that it would be better to separate them. But maybe Mike Portnoy realized that putting them together then 6DOIT would have 5 songs on the first CD and 8 in the 2nd. Maybe the guys had thought of the Octavarium concept years before of it´s release. Remember the numerous reference to the 5:8 thing in Octavarium. Or it´s just coincidence, but when you are talking about DT, you never know...

ASM
This is great, even though i don't agree with you on some things. The red-rimmed eyes part in movement II i believe is from the father crying. I'm not sure why it would have anything to do with the condition since the father is not suffering from it, and he is rubbing his eyes. But overall, I learned quite a bit from this. Thanks!

Viktor Svensson
TTTSTA is about schizophrenia. "Intro tape begins roll" refers to, if I'm not mistaken, to the fact that some sort of trigger exists.
The title itself refers to the fact that schizophrenia being such a vague disorder, scientists have not found any reliable solution for it.
The chorus refers to the carelessness the doctors had when this disorder started to appear.
Several existing methods of treatment are referenced (pills, therapy and shock therapy, the latter being not so common these days.)


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